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Wednesday, 31 March 2010

Feel Defeated

Been back to my mother land for months, still been hanging around doing nothing. Went for several interview, so naive that i believe my performance was so good and the company must take me to work. Now i have to laugh at myself that , u are big bluffer..... If count i think i not been working for more than 5 months, almost half years. But too bad in this half years i never improve myself either. I got so many idea come across to my mind. But which one i do really go to do it .... none(oh ya, at least got one, trip bali with my daring lover, but still haven really confirm yet. i need to call them after this.) I am a piece of junk, too bad, my girl girl love me still so much make me feel a bit worthy as a person. I do really wish i am a snail, steped by somebody and ended my pethetic slow motion life.
I know why i feel helpless. Because i getting fatter, low self esteem........

Friday, 8 January 2010

Is that a Conspiracy????????????

I am so worry about Malaysia right now, because of the incidents happen, people tend to taking advantage from making Chaos. Most importantly, i feel helpless because of people being fool around by those power authorities conspiracy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wake up people, can't u all see the issues is a small matter..... Everyone should know the phrase "ALLAH" is a Arabic LANGUAGE it means GOD, for the god sake(no matter Allah or Jesus) u all can't understand????!!!!!!!!!!!Most importantly the language itself never form as the exclusive language for Islam use only. So what the hell wrong by using Arabic language to say GOD in Mag???

By the way, Christian people dun think in this incident u all are innocent and right!!!!! U all are wrong in the first place !!!!!!!( I mean the publisher to choose the word for use) If u want to print a mag in BAHASA Melayu, there is another More suitable word called "TUHAN" can use. What wrong of the earth u want to use " ALLAH" when u talking about BAHASA MELAYU mag?????? Some more put it into the court and let those authority people get the chance to start their conspiracy. They let u win the case and then ask those extremism to make the chaos then they can start to separate and destroy the peace and harmony between the race and religion..... This is the tactic of the power authorities use (all around the world) and all involve of this is a fool follower.
Yeah right, As a christian u can said, since is just a language why can't we use it.... But do Jesus want to see u all start a fight because of this word???? If Muslim think this word belong to them for name their GOD, GIVE it back to them and respect, why need to fight with them??? Do Jesus blame All the Christian when u can't use the words "ALLAH" ????? I'm not a Christan but my family is, and i do read bible sometime, What i know from Jesus is asking people to GIVE but not TAKE. Too bad, u all stood up and fight because of the word U all TAKING from those extremism that think belongs to them for names thier GOD. Jesus said love your enemy!!!!!!!! By the way only few of them is extremism(I mean those go to burn up the Chruch!!!!!), ALL Muslim i know is very kind and helpful person.(Peace protester) Since the extremism is so demanding of this.... Why not just give up and gave whatever they want!!!! Again , reminder for Christian, JESUS SAID LOVE YOUR ENEMY!!!!!!!!!!!
For those extermism, YOU ARE DOING "JIHAT" , i believe inside Qur'an never ask you to go do such offencesive way to fight on your ground!!!!!!!!!!! So don insult the Allah name by those nasty job you all ever done!!!!!
In this incidents there is no winning OR losing FOR the religion and people in the end... But, 1 thing i damn sure was Malaysia Losing it peace and harmony between Race and Religion as we use to have and Those people behind this win the power and those cash that fulfil their own interest!!!!!!!!!!! Wake up people!!!!!!